Saturday, March 19, 2005 ++
"Who are the theys,smurfs?"
That was the start of a melancholic night.
I never believed anyone was a black sheep, everyone belongs to somewhere. But now i do.
A night where a valuable lesson was taught, a lesson that opened my heart to this cruel and realistic society. I mean, i know where i finally belong. Truely.
My world was just another day in disney land, where all the fun and excitment are brewing, where Mickey mouse seem so friendly. But it was all a lie, like a sweet dream that had been haunted by Freddie, sounds silly but real.
" Yikes, the smurfs are gone!"
They just left me there. I know, it wasn't on purpose. At least i knew who i finally am. I'm not that innocent, sweet girl. i never was.
" It was a misunderstanding."
I know. Misunderstandings are unavoidable. But who would bother to clean up this pretty misunderstanding? Dont waste your time.
Oh no look. What am i becoming of? I told everyone that smoking is bad, but i'm smoking in my own room. That's bad. I dont know. Can someone just numb me. With anything. I dont care.
Man this is bad. But at least i have a best friend. I think i do. Ohwells. so much for MY life. How's yours. Is it any better than mine? 7:46 PM
Saturday, March 12, 2005 ++
So the school's carnival wasn't that bad actually, and it made me sweat like a dog. okay, dogs dont sweat. well it's been a long time since i've perspired alot and feeling red.
So whom did i go to the carnival with. well, i went with weiting met york feng and doreen at the school's canteen then shuxin came to join plus matt.
I was looking forward to riding the pirate ship but reality strikes me down with disappointment when the ship turns out to be a pirate ship sized for a few pathetic kids. Trust me, its that bad.
And so i wasnt able to scream my lungs out and feel the breeze blow agaisnt my face on that pirate ship, but i was able to laugh my lungs out and perspire the toxic out of me which i thought wasn't that bad afterall.
i played that balloon thing where u jump and fall jump and fall and laugh at each other.
so i played that thing with matt which was so funny, i fell out of the pit. i seriously did and i cant get up. which was actually quite embarrassing, but i was in for some fun and laughter and jokes. Tugged, Pushed, Stumble and Fell, it was the routine for that five solid minutes. i had my fill of fun.
Oh no. i'm missing him again. and i dont like this feeling, it means i'm going to be heartbrokened again and history is gonna happen. i'm seriously missing him if you know whom, that i will not say. 10:15 AM
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